Just Smile Through The End

4 more days. 4 more days, and I can't breathe. This time of my life has been so surreal, and I'm emotionally distraut because I never intended for it to end. I feel sick and excited at the same time, and I do not like it. I know that not a whole lot is going to change, but at the same time, everything is changing. No longer will I be a college student, and for some reason, I am hating this fact. The past four years have been the best years of my life. I feel like I found myself here in Starkville, and I'm afraid that if I leave, I will be leaving myself behind. It's distressing. Today is the ending of my very last weekend as a college student, and boy did we celebrate. Rick's on Thursday, Cowbells on Friday, and Rick's on Saturday for dollar night. Felisha and Brooke came up to celebrate with us, and that just completed the weekend. It was amazing. Last night was the best, and I definitely feel better now (Thanks). Sadly, tomorrow begins another day of shoe tying, nose wiping, scolding, loving, and nurturing. Oh the joys of teaching and not getting paid anything for it. I'm going to savor it slowly, like a piece of Tiramisu. (yum).